beat.life

The Season

gazaar — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 22:57:05 +0000

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Grey Light

gazaar — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 23:38:01 +0000

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Faux Excursion

gazaar — Sun, 29 Nov 2009 06:56:14 +0000

Beats up hoes down

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gazaar — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:42:10 +0000

“Rae of Sunshine”
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Taste the Rainbow

gazaar — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 19:31:07 +0000

Because I did, that’s why..
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Why I’m not a film geek

gazaar — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 15:51:31 +0000

I really wish I could be a film geek. maybe i just want to be what I imagine a film geek to be. I don’t know why that appeals to me. Maybe because its artsy or cool, or something, but really, even in the movies, the film geeks are a cliche and even the title itself is very deprecating term, and the individual is often ridiculed. le sigh
So here’s why I’m not, or maybe can’t be one. I try my hardest to buy into the story. Unless the movie assaults my senses by taking me OUT of the experience, whether through bad sound or lighting, dialogue, bad acting etc., I can usually play along enough with the directors and writers, to finish watching the movie. It may be a rom-com that is horribly overdone, or some indie flick, i guess i just try to play nice, and see what happens. But, lest I seem like a film whore, I usually am very picky about what I watch. I pass on more films than I actually invest the time in. I’m really liberal with NOT watching something just based on the actual premise of the movie. But I don’t know the differences, or rarely recognize the easter eggs of certain directors. I don’t know about film styles, or genre’s, or any of the things that I could probably learn from a film class or book, or even good website. I don’t know why I’ve never dug deeper into that stuff. *shrug*

My life as a cupcake

gazaar — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:58:13 +0000

Stay tuned.

I’m not a cupcake, spoiler alert.

WTF, can I say. I’m not even trying anymore.

Growing Flowers

gazaar — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 14:09:25 +0000

Its nights like that that makes days like this
where the thought of you is enough to make me miss
the sight of you and the touch of your hands
makes years roll by like passing sands
no hour glass can hold them though,they’re only ours to bear
each moment grows eternity in knowing that you care
to hold in hands clenched tight enough
to hold on to it when its tough
to grit our teeth and smile in words
to face each other when visions blurred
to taste the tears the other cries
and chop the giants down to size
its only you that helps me down
i can hear your voice through the walls of sound
i can know no doubt in what is ours
it takes some dirt in growing flowers

Growing Flowers by Ben Hembree is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
Based on a work at www.igazaar.com.

Dosafina

gazaar — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 05:07:07 +0000

One fine day
This was the first thing that came to mind. I guess it bothered me that I went back to dubstep, although I was very happy with what was done.
Two fine day
I had really wanted it to go this way, although I was kind of surprised where it took me.

As I’ve been told…

gazaar — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 04:58:33 +0000

Apparently the old guy across the street just decided today was his day….